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remembering the summer

I have always believed that people can change but I never believed people could change so fast not only did i make some major changes this summer but so did a lot of people around me and i guess it is partially because I am at the age where everyone and everything is changing. I think I have grown up more this summer than i ever thought possible I became more aware to people and things and I became REALLY REALLY in touch with my feelings and I let people know them instead of keeping them hidden. Two significant things happened to me this summer that i feel need to be told. 1. I lost my best friend for a huuuuge majority of the summer. I did some things that he didnt agree with and he straight up told me which shocked me and he totally said things that got right under my skin which made me scared and i felt really helpless. During the time that we werent friends I found myself and became the right person again. But of course when you hurt someone they dont go right back to you and dont ever fully forgive you. 2. I fell in love. wow what a scary, exhilarating experience. I had been with my boyfriend for only 5ish months and I was petrified to tell him but when I did he told me he loved me back and its been a totally crazy ride and i have enjoyed every second of my time with him and hopefully more to come. He does the little things like texting me out of the blue what hes feeling and so much more. Our relationship is semi long distance since he is an hour and a half away in college and im stuck home in my shitty high school but its made us closer the distance and we trust each other and when he comes home its like such an awesome experience its like a treat almost. But im just remembering my summer and thought i would share with all of you. I hope life is good for you all and know that you always have someone to talk to even if you think you dont you do

Love Always, Hannah:)

I know I’m still young and there’s a lot of time for things to happen, but sometimes I think there is something about me that’s wrong, that I’m not the kind of person anyone can fall in love with, and that I’ll always just be alone.
Lynne Rae Perkins, Criss Cross (via sexuallyactiveteenlove)
Anonymous
asks:
what does hannahholli mean? also do you make $ with your blog using peepspayerDOTcom?

Hannahholli is nothing special at all hannah is my first name and holli is my middle name and nope I do not use that to make money…maybe I should hmmmm

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Tag! You’re it! The rules are to state 10 random facts about yourself. Then, go to 10 random blogs and tell them they’re it.

1: I’m not a virgin
2: I have an eating disorder
3: I’m the advice giver for everything
4: I can count my friends on one hand
5: my family is obnoxious
6: I have depression
7: I wish I was pretty
8: I’m a failure according to my mom
9: I play lacrosse year round way to much
10: my bestfriend is a guy and I love him to death

And I think I have fallen in love for the first time

Sometimes I think I miss you more than you ever do

God I wish I was fucking skinny

Ahhhh perfect

Ahhhh perfect

Omg just in love with this quote

Omg just in love with this quote

i-cant-f0rget:

couldn’t even reply thats how speechless I am.Reblog to show this person you care about them, and how disgusting society is.it wont make your “blog ugly” it’ll show you give a fuck 

i-cant-f0rget:

couldn’t even reply thats how speechless I am.
Reblog to show this person you care about them, and how disgusting society is.
it wont make your “blog ugly” it’ll show you give a fuck